Gute Nacht,(im obsessed with German by the way even though i cant grasp it that much i keep forgetting the words as i learn them) so I am watching True Life on MTV and it's on an episode that i can really relate to(which gave the urge to update my blog-i can definitely see myself getting addicted to this in the near future, isn't Twitter enough dammit ! - ahhboi ) . It's about these people who have some serious issues with themselves and they have become obsessed by it and it has hindered them form living a normal life. That has been something i have been struggling for quite sometime now. I used to be teased quite often when i was younger "Bulb Eyes" "Cock batty" "Bulby" "your eyes are so huge" "you walk like a duck" lol ....the works and it what made it worse is that i used to suck my thumb and i had to wear braces and HEAD GEAR for a couple or years -not to mention i was nerdy like watered down version to STEVE URKLE ....I can laugh about it now but then it was rough "life did haad". I used to be so jealous of my best friend the pretty girls would like him etc. I was the Gene Foster and he was the Finny-A Separate Piece (if you haven't read that book you should read it , take it from me I'm not much of a reader but i read that book and it was enjoyable).
Anyway, so as i got older i guess i started growing into my body and i started seeing a difference in my appearance and more girls started to recognize me then I started gaining some confidence. I had learned a lot from my Bro-well not really i just started maturing mentally,yeah that's it, i started realizing that he was holding me back and hanging out with him so much had affected my School work and priorities and i started adopting all these bad aspects and as my personality became more "profound" i realized that i had to find some different friends to hang out with - but in between all that i still had/have issues with my body even though people stopped pointing out my BULGY eyes and started to admire them and as for my "cocked ass" it was now a priority to grab or spank lol. i started to work out and tone myself up-typical ugly duckling transitioning into a swan- even though I became more accepting of myself, my nose was still huge my ass was too big (lol yes a female issue but if you know personally you'll sympathize ) i was still way too short for my age and my neck was too skinny and the list goes on.
OK I JUST REALIZED THAT ITS WAYYY PAST MY BEDTIME AND I GOTS WORK IN THE MORNIN.....I was rambling way too much anyway, and I'm just all other the place, i need a life....
soo Gute Nacht, Bis Spater!!
"inna di morrows"
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!!!!! Your nose is not big =|....in fact you're gorgeous!
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