Chapter 1. Ein wenig von mir, Un poco de mí ....just a small portion

Gute Nacht,(im obsessed with German by the way even though i cant grasp it that much i keep forgetting the words as i learn them) so I am watching True Life on MTV and it's on an episode that i can really relate to(which gave the urge to update my blog-i can definitely see myself getting addicted to this in the near future, isn't Twitter enough dammit ! - ahhboi ) . It's about these people who have some serious issues with themselves and they have become obsessed by it and it has hindered them form living a normal life. That has been something i have been struggling for quite sometime now. I used to be teased quite often when i was younger "Bulb Eyes" "Cock batty" "Bulby" "your eyes are so huge" "you walk like a duck" lol ....the works and it what made it worse is that i used to suck my thumb and i had to wear braces and HEAD GEAR for a couple or years -not to mention i was nerdy like watered down version to STEVE URKLE ....I can laugh about it now but then it was rough "life did haad". I used to be so jealous of my best friend the pretty girls would like him etc. I was the Gene Foster and he was the Finny-A Separate Piece (if you haven't read that book you should read it , take it from me I'm not much of a reader but i read that book and it was enjoyable).

Anyway, so as i got older i guess i started growing into my body and i started seeing a difference in my appearance and more girls started to recognize me then I started gaining some confidence. I had learned a lot from my Bro-well not really i just started maturing mentally,yeah that's it, i started realizing that he was holding me back and hanging out with him so much had affected my School work and priorities and i started adopting all these bad aspects and as my personality became more "profound" i realized that i had to find some different friends to hang out with - but in between all that i still had/have issues with my body even though people stopped pointing out my BULGY eyes and started to admire them and as for my "cocked ass" it was now a priority to grab or spank lol. i started to work out and tone myself up-typical ugly duckling transitioning into a swan- even though I became more accepting of myself, my nose was still huge my ass was too big (lol yes a female issue but if you know personally you'll sympathize ) i was still way too short for my age and my neck was too skinny and the list goes on.

OK I JUST REALIZED THAT ITS WAYYY PAST MY BEDTIME AND I GOTS WORK IN THE MORNIN.....I was rambling way too much anyway, and I'm just all other the place, i need a life....

soo Gute Nacht, Bis Spater!!
"inna di morrows"

Chapter 1. Hello!

So today was another day of work ."meh" Bare in mind I only stared last week and already I am sick and tired of it. It's BS (am I allow to curse expletives?) and it is REALLY not worth the amount of money they pay . I barely get more than my own helper WTF is that? Serves me right for not being more specific with my wishes.
Anyway I work with a new agency that recently came to my country, and bacially what we do is .......ok I'm not even sure that i should disclose that information so publicly, next thing they hunt me down and shoot me....but ill emphasize that it SUCKS!! It's repetitive and monotonous and it can be very demotivating at times, because some of the replies I receive, they make me feel really bad in what we do even though there are other people that are very grateful that we do it BUT trust me if "mi neva need di money suh much"(I'm Caribbean-exotic- by the way can you guess which country!) "mi wuda dash dat job weh long time".

Payday is tomorrow and frankly i'm not even looking forward to it. I have been tardy for the majority of days (NOT MY FAULT, I really should learn how to take the bus though...) and yesterday I learned that money would be deducted from my check-even if i work back the hours, which reminds me that i need to discuss that with my supervisor- as well as I may not be awarded my incentives. To be honest I'm not even sure I will me paid full stop, because i need to reactivate my bank account. (I still use my first bank account-the kiddie account-and i think it's still valid) I can use that but i didn't reactivate it so i might be screwed tomorrow.

LETS SEE WHAT TOMORROW BRINGS!

Chapter 1. Hello!

Well hello ...uhhh how are you doing, lol ?! Well it is clear that this is my first Blog and and i have no idea what I'm doing lol.I'm not even sure what i want to do with this blog site just as yet.....but that's the journey. I decided to create this blog because i wanted to enhance and develop my writing skills and to develop some sort of project for myself. My inspiration for creating this blog came from my Sister (from another mother) Jessica, she had just created her own blog (i don't think I'm allowed to disclose anymore information without her consent) I think a couple days ago so I just decided to try it out and see where it goes.
Sooo hop on-board and enjoy the ride !